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Goal setting time

It is that time of year, to test your willpower in keeping a goal going for a year or dropping a habit.

I’ll like to add a few things before you the reader go off into a mantra of completing your goals.

First) Is it realistic? Are you pledging your blood every morning and evening for your patron? You think realistically is that manageable? Or meditating morning and evening time? Is that going to work in your schedule if you have to be up at 3am for work? Start off small and then go big if you can manage it, is my advice.

Second) Is it something you want to do for yourself, or is it what you think you should do? That sounds pretty simple. Do you really want to learn how to do magick squares cause it really excites you, or do you want to learn it cause its expected of you to know cause you are a magick practitioner. Are you doing this to impress someone? Oh look at me I can preform the Rose Cross flawlessly, or recite all of the 9’s enns with no error, I’m really cool…

Third) I call it the rule of 3. It has to be done 3 times in a role to give it a good start. Its my superstition. For example, I meditate every night for 3 weeks.. a very good start.. but opps I was to tired to meditate on monday, but you know what I’ll do it tomorrow night and I’ll be back on it every other night with no problem. If you can get a good solid 3 weeks with it, or 3 of something your on a good start.

Ok thats short..

Goodluck!

Dark Purification Ritual

Posted on December 5, 2011 by Bluemidknight Posted in Bluemidknight, Ceremonial Magick, meditation, Ritual, Uncategorized 5 Comments

What is the most important ritual to you?

I have to say it is a purification ritual. There are many types of rituals out there, and all of them can be placed in their own categories. Majority of those rituals are for action around the user, but a purification ritual focuses with the magick user him/herself.

A purification ritual can last a few minutes to even up to 3 days and beyond.

I’ll give you a small “Urban” purification one can easily do within the walls of your apartment or home, or even on the roof of an apartment. This is at your own pace, it can be fast or slow has you want it.

Darkness comes and it comes for me

( Eyes Closed, Arms Spread wide and feet spaced out) ( Envision the Cloth of Darkness Covering you, feel it’s weight wrap around you) … imagine it blocking the outside world from you…

Cover me and dismantle me

(Eyes Closed, bow head, feet together arms crossed over heart)( Feel the cloth bind you, restrain your emotion and mind) … imagine what is troubling you, your problems, sadness, anger….

Break me

( Kneel down to one knee, both hands to the ground) ( You complete a power circuit with the Earth)

With Stone, Breath, Flame, and Blood ( What was told to me Stone = Bone, Breath = Life Breath, Flame = Spirit, and Blood = Life .. What I later interpret to myself has elemental connections Stone/Earth, Breath/Air, Flame/Fire, Blood/Water.. But I’m sure you the reader can make some sort of connection with that statement… ) ( Imagine your body infuse with the Earth, your breath to the Earth, Your connected with the Earth)

Bury me and leave me

(Both knees on the ground, arms extended on the ground with head resting on ground, similar to a yoga pose called The Child pose) (Feel the weight of everything leave you into the Earth)

Silence and Begone

(Stand up at your own pace and walk away)

There has been many modifications to this ritual. And one step was removed.. Before Bury me and leave me, a step called With Scourge and Smoke Cleanse Me! ( This step was used for two people, the person who is being cleansed and another person who is the Darkness or the Dark Mother) The smoke was white sage or any other cleansing smoke and the Dark Mother hitting the person with a scourge until the person choices to go into the Bury me and Leave Me pose .. It is felt that this goes into some sort of S&M ideal, but it doesn’t. I feel that this is a vital step, actual physical pain, but some people might freak over it..

The Blood

Posted on October 5, 2011 by Bluemidknight Posted in Blood, Bluemidknight, Magick, meditation, Ritual, Solitary 2 Comments

Many people talk about using family heirlooms and even a part of the ancestor they want to connect with.. I want to offer another form that doesn’t involve grave robbing or stealing your great grandfather’s dentures.

The key of life, the key of magick, the key of you. Within it is link to you and your ancestors, within you is the master key of connection. Your blood!!

When the veil is thin is the best time to do it, I personally do it once in awhile for advice. A white bowl and water, and a few drops of your blood.. Blood divination. I have attempted to use a glass goblet with great success, but originally I was taught using a bowl.

Over time you’ll learn that I’m not much into cool words or fully describing rituals in my writings, all this is your preference. Remember blood is a high payment to the spiritual realm, I was taught to drink the water and blood mix when I was done with it..

Threshold..

Posted on September 5, 2011 by Bluemidknight Posted in Blood, Bluemidknight, Magick, Solitary, Spirituality 3 Comments

What I say today in this post is just my opinion…

In today’s world of magick, many magick users tend to want to conduct quick rituals and instant results.. With Threshold magick, it is not quick and the results are unseen. Long time students of magick, they avoid true Threshold magick and do simple cleansing of a room because it is faster. Sometimes speed and simple is good, but should not be the norm in your arsenal. Threshold magick should not be overlooked, it should be a common practice for all. Unlike cleansing and warding, Threshold magick should be more permeant and a long term practice to maintain it and strengthen it, one should give their all when they do it (blood and time). If you fail to strengthen it, it’ll fade away ( not unless you are in a ancestral home). But most of us is not lucky in living in their great great grandparent’s home, most are in apartments.

Threshold magick is your front line of defense in protecting your home and yourself, when you are away and when you are sleep. Also can limit how often you need to cleanse a place also you can tap into it for your magick.

My discription of the task seems simple, but its not. I am not going to give out my version, but you can fill in the blanks and adapt it to your own beliefs.

First off there are different versions. Some say you can just do hand gestures at a doorway to complete it, which I don’t like… Some say you can draw your sigils and symbols on paper or curtains and hang them at your doorways, this is good if your a nomad and not planning to stick around for long (but this is not a healthy solution, since the magick requires direct contact with the threshold, but I’m sure you can work around it if you need too). My prefer method is direct writing, painting, drawing of the sigils and symbols right on the doorway.

There isn’t any solid written rules on what symbols or sigils one need to draw. I have friends who use German runes, Chinese symbols, Celtic knots.. It shows that Threshold Magick is old and found worldwide in any belief system.

Use symbols you can relate to for protection, charge them with your blood and oil. Say an incantation to protect you on the physical, mental, and spiritual plane from all negative energies and actions that may harm you and your home. Again it sounds simple, but it can take awhile to complete. I know some that it taken a week to complete, it’ll test your skills in magick, be it a first time learner to even active practitioner.. It is good to do it over and over to practice and refrain the Threshold with your new skills and understanding. Your version of Threshold magick will change and evolve over your life time..

Something to do in the summer….

Posted on August 5, 2011 by Bluemidknight Posted in Blood, Bluemidknight, Magick, Offerings, Ritual, Tools 2 Comments

Summer is here. bunnies are hopping happily, young lovers walk hand in hand in the parks. Beautiful women and men bath themselves in the light of the sun. Joy and happiness emits carefree from wild youth running to their social gatherings.. Happiness, happiness everywhere… but not with you. You toil the work shift, grinding away tasks at hand, locked away in misery. Day dreaming on what happiness would be for you while weighted down with pain, financial responsibility, just praying for a day when the happiness fairy comes knocking on your door dropping off the winning lottery ticket…

Many people are not happy, its a goal that is so far out there that its not even in the same solar system. Trust me, I know. I’m not happy, I’m like the many people here who are struggling with everything and not getting a ounce of fairy dust to solve my problems.

We seek to better ourselves and our life, we turn to self help books, tv shows, religion, and many other things. We drown ourselves in mantras, pills, and philosophy sayings that means nothing because its not producing any happiness in our lives. We hear the words like attracts like.. Happiness brings happiness, love brings love, and joy brings joy. “The laws of attraction.” We hear this saying more times then we can count, but what can it do. If your not happy, your not going to bring happiness. If your not rich its not going to bring richness to you. And then we sink further into our misery.

So hopefully I got the reader’s attention because this might be best mediation for you, or the worse, it all depends. A few people who I told this to or help them do it say it works.

We are going to be making Mu-Jen.. The Siberian shamans call it tupilak.. The Egyptians call it shabti. The West call it elementaries. I had one person describe it has a golem. A Mu-Jen is a representative of you. Its like a “reverse” Voodoo doll, instead of bring harm to your enemies, we are going to work on bringing happiness or what you want to you. With some imagination a magician can unlock the full potential of this “doll” making it into a vital tool.

The are many ways of making one, I’m sure many are familiar in the basic steps (Come on, I’m sure you made at least one Voodoo doll somewhere in your life). But if your not I’ll give some basic guidelines and a few stern warnings, since this is powerful stuff and you really don’t want to screw this up… thunder in the background following an evil laugh.

There is two things one must know first before proceeding. A doll is a doll, but the Mu-Jen is you. It’ll require your ling (your will) your one task that you want complete. It will also require a spirit link with you (blood, saliva, and hair). Those are the three must haves….. blood… saliva….hair… Not menstrual blood or semen. Trust me, the more is better in this case. And now the part of argument.. waaaa I don’t to cut myself… waaaa I rather jerk off since sexual magick is far more powerful then blood… waaaa waaa.. Stop being a baby. If you want to be serious in making a Mu-Jen, flowing blood from the body is needed.. Not blood being expelled out do to natural cycle, and semen is not red and nor is it blood. Making a Mu-Jen is serious and to the point, this is old magick, will and intent and preparation is key to success, lack of those would be more then a failed magick experiment.. You could harm yourself.. There is paragraphs of explanation on why you don’t want to use semen, menstrual blood, finger nails, scabs, and even using fecal material and urine. I never used those materials so I can not vouch first hand experience on what can happen. But oddly enough a following ritual after this one describes how to make a Mu-Jen of your enemies using those materials when life blood is not available.

I found using clay easier then w00d to use. But both work great. I found cloth easier and cleaner to make. Remember you are limited to your imagination, but follow the basic guidelines. I modified the original ritual over the years and found that introducing Demonolatry into it did not negatively hinder this task.

First you make two talismans. One talisman is the goal, for example money could be the dollar sign $. The other talisman is your personal sigil. Charge them and get them ready.

Do your cleansing and banishing.

Making the body of the Mu-Jen. Here are the basics, its human shape, like a gingerbread man or clay figure. With cloth and wood stick the two talismans in there, clay you can burn the talismans and mix it in the clay. Add the three human materials, I basically stick a lock of hair, blood and saliva on both talismans, in the doll. With being human shape it is important it has a mouth, nostrils, and a belly button.. Simply open holes.. With a cloth one I have a ginger man with a slit mouth, two slit nostrils, and I drawned a belly button.

Take the Mu-Jen by hand and breath into its mouth and nostrils. Fill it with your life breath with a control manner with focus for three times. Then say ( you can modified this part if you want, I just like the original cause it sounds cool and powerful)

The Primal Void was still.
Chaos slept alone in the embracing silence.
No forms, no movement.
Then the Mother’s breath streamed forth.
The Way stirred up matter and motion.
Imparting destiny to all things.
Creature of my own hands. Living spirit.
Take breath from my breath.
Life from my Life.
Destiny from my destiny
Arise! Awake! Move to my Will!

Seal the nostrils and mouth. With clay just pinch them closed, with cloth I sewed them shut.

Concentrate on your goal that you designed the Mu-Jen for and see your new creation bringing your desire to pass. Say ” Mu-Jen (and your name), Instrument of my Will, Walk the Road with me.”

Store in safe place, don’t let anyone know where it is or that it was made. Visit often with small food offerings and drink. Some prefer using incense. It is also helpful, like if your goal is money, to slide a coin under it or use a dollar bill has a sleeping mat for it. Remember it is you, this is the you that is seeking away to achieve the goal. So it’ll grow hungry, even weak.. grow sick… and die.. Mu-Jen’s life spans are not infinite without care.. When the goal is achieved, its life ends.. You can give it a proper burial, crush it into dust, burn it with respect.. It was you that achieved that goal, how would you want to be treated after a hard path of getting what you want… Remember this can go terrible wrong if someone else gets their hands on it, or if you mistreat it.. One person told me that he talked to it, had it watch his favorite shows with him, he called it personal time with himself.. But at the end his goal was achieved, found a girlfriend and then got married.. He said it was the saddest thing ever.. That it was like watching a best friend die in front of him. I made a coffin for his Mu-Jen and gave it a cremation on a campfire at a national park with just two people attending the services..

Manifestation in the Darkness

Posted on July 5, 2011 by Bluemidknight Posted in Bluemidknight, Demonolatry, Demons, Solitary 8 Comments

Man`i`fes`ta´tion: The materialization or apparition of a spirit; – a phenomenon claimed to be seen by spiritualists. – Webster’s 1913 Dictionary

The topic of discussion is Demonic Manifestation. Has a demon ever physically appeared before me? A few people I knew have danced around this topic, some throw out words like night terrors, unstable mind, attention seeking, along many other words that brings doubt to the reader’s mind.

Truthfully I have seen things manifest before me. Through out my childhood and my adult life I have seen somethings that brings to question if it was something of flesh and blood. When I was a child I have seen ghost of dead relatives, animals, dolls, and even living people. Has an adult I have found myself working the nightshift in places of questionable background. My work lights go out, batteries died, strange noises, disappearing person.

With that brief detail on my childhood and a quick summary of my adulthood presented to the reader, it is safe to say I do believe in Manifestation. I believe when people say they seen their long dead love ones, or something strange in the basement of a abandoned home, or even in the graveyard. There are spirits and things that go bump in the night all around us.

I am certain there are many justifications on why such things happen to a person to see those things. Night terrors due to chemical reaction in the brain, being sensitive to the spirit realm, or just plan crazy. I want to believe that all humans can see spirits in the right situation and time.

So its not a question if ghosts are real, but what about Demonic Manifestation? And again we do a side step and a little shuffle on this topic. With Hollywood on our side we know that Demons do manifest and they are obsessed on bringing the end of the world, or killing angelic people. According to Hollywood demons walk among us and have sex with the daughters of man and mass producing half bred demons who have unnatural powers.. But lets return back to reality and turn off the tv right now.

According to Aliester Crowly demons do appear if you use a black mirror and a ritual triangle. I have done that and I did see something in a black mirror. But not in front of me in person.. I seen things in smoke during my rituals, or even in the shadows of the room or woods I’m in. Something in the corner of my eye.. But nothing like the 9th Gate, I haven’t produced a demonic girlfriend before my eyes.

So do demons manifest? I would like to say yes, but truthfully I’m not sure. I have dreams of my patron, sometimes in a mediative state I talk to him, I feel him when I do offerings and prayer. I feel him when something does come from the offerings, like a job or some money. If I look at the evidence I know demons are real.. But do they appear before a person in full form?

I think the best answer is based on the person and their reality.. Hopefully if you do see one, you are able to get your answers.