You’re right, Kevin, it’s not that exciting.

Recently, I’ve had some feedback on 76-Week Goetia from two men. The feedback basically was that there was nothing new regarding the Daemons in the book, and the second criticism was that the repetitiveness of exercises wasn’t exciting enough.

I’d like to address both of these things because I think both comments illustrate a lot of beginner’s and arm-chair theorists overall perceptions of magickal practice. It also tells me a great deal about the practitioner(s) who find magick lacking any excitement. #IYKYK

There’s Nothing New

Once you read 3-5 books on the Ars Goetia (for example) you’re right. There isn’t much that’s new. You will find there is such a thing as “canon” when it comes to information on Daemons, especially the Ars Goetia, and once that information is shared, it is often repeated. It is what it is.

It’s what you choose to DO with this information that becomes key. I, for example, created an entire 76 week class to help practitioners take a week with every spirit in the Ars Goetia to get to know each spirit a little better, and do some pathworking. I also chose to compare achemical symbolism with the sigils and share my insight about that in a book.

If you’ve been practicing for a long time, you, too, may feel like there’s nothing new because you know the source and foundational material well enough that it is what it is and you know how unlikely it is to find anything new on a topic that’s been covered to death, ad nauseum. If you’re still practicing magick after all of this, it really was your path from the get go. But if you find yourself getting bored and ready to move on from magick because there’s nothing new, you might consider that it was just a passing interest and not a calling. I say that because it seems to me – always being in search of the next great innovation or new information about magick has more to do with seeking excitement and new ideas than it does seeking practical and useful methods for magickal application, practice, and skill building.

So, not everyone is going to have the same take away from the exact same information.

Other people are so used to Hollywood’s movie theatrics that when they find out magick isn’t as showy and cinematic as witchy shows/movies like Charmed, Sabrina, Dresden Files, or Harry Potter, it often leads some people to the second comment:

It’s Not That Exciting

Especially with regard to magickal instruction where there’s a repetition of exercises. The repetition of the exercises I used in the immersion books just weren’t exciting enough (to read.) The repetition of exercises energy workers use to teach Reiki, Tai Chi, and QiGong can also be pretty boring (to watch.) The repetition of exercises occultists use to teach basic magickal skills (like meditation, energy work, or divination practice) can be pretty tedious(to both watch and read.) This is because none of this is meant to be watched or read. It was meant to be done.

This said, I’ll agree that it’s not that exciting. To people who have no actual interest in sharpening a magickal skill, learning energy work, or doing shadow work, repetitive exercises are boring and that’s likely due to one of the following:

  1. The person has no imagination whatsoever. One who has an imagination can see possibilities and potentials for excitement in just about everything – meaning they can modify any magickal exercise in a way that will make it more enjoyable for them to partake in.
  2. The person doesn’t yet have the wisdom and experience to know that repetition can help one create a regular magickal practice and give practitioners a foundation or structure on which to build lifelong magickal skills. (To be fair, not just magickal skills. A regular painting, baking, or woodworking practice will also help build foundation and structure on which to skill-build.)
  3. The person doesn’t really want to do the actual work or get into the magick circle and get their hands dirty. They can’t be bothered with it for whatever reason.
  4. All of the above.

Real Magicians Create

Some magicians can be inspired by the smallest thing or the simplest idea. Others need to have ideas fed to them because they are unsure of themselves and lack confidence. If they don’t lack confidence then perhaps they fear the unknown. Both of these are perfectly reasonable reasons for needing a bit of help or inspiration for their own magickal work. But, if one doesn’t lack confidence and they don’t fear the unknown, then it could be that they simply have no imagination. You can’t fault them for that because they can’t help it. I feel bad for those who are unimaginative and lack any creative thought or ability.

There is a reason I say that artists, musicians, writers, and other creatives make the best magicians — because real magicians create and manifest – and they don’t need to be spoon fed ideas or pushed into doing the work. The greatest magicians I’ve met, every last one, are inspired to do the work. And they’re not afraid to push the explode button to see what happens.

I’m Too Sexy for Magick

Some magicians are more in love with the idea and identity of being magicians/occultists and not with actually practicing magick or creating a regular magickal practice. And that’s okay. Some people are happily magick hobbyists who dabble on weekends or when they have time. You do you!

Others are magickal historians and armchair theorists who just want to read about magick and discuss it with others, or share their book knowledge, but actually putting things into practice isn’t really their thing. If they do dabble a little, they still find reading about magick much more exciting than bothering to do it. That’s okay, too.

But if you are an armchair theorist, occult historian/scholar, or someone who’s just dabbling or is an image magician, you likely will be bored with genuine magick or energy work because watching from the sidelines is not the most exciting thing in the world. In which case you might want to stay out of the conversations with actual practitioners altogether, because actual practitioners are built differently – they think differently – and some of them may find non-practitioners tedious to deal with. And while there is nothing wrong with being a scholar or enthusiast, or a historian, or philosopher, you might want to avoid the books/materials meant specifically for people doing the work, too, because you will most likely hate it and find it lacking. Those texts and grimoires aren’t really written for you. Those energy work and path working classes – the repetitive exercises – weren’t designed for people to read or watch.

Repetitive magickal exercises are meant to be practiced, and if you do it right – you’ll notice differences every time you do the exercise. If you’re working with a different Daemon with each repetition of the same exercise, you’re going to get a different result each time – imagine that! Then, once you master any magickal exercise, you can add some creative flair and spin to it to make it your own to use as needed. But this is not something you can explain to someone who hasn’t moved beyond “surface” or “aesthetic” magick – or their own ideas of how theatrical magick should be.

Even when it comes to shadow work – it’s only boring to those not actually doing it. As a matter of fact, if you were to watch someone do shadow work, I would imagine it’s like watching cement dry. Most magick isn’t exciting or new, especially shadow work because it happens internally. If your own shadow work is boring you – then you may be doing it wrong. I feel like maybe a lot of people who find shadow work boring are likely not doing it, but also – they may have some strange ideas about magick and theatrics. And if that’s not the case, it could be because they’re lazy or uninterested, perhaps they are afraid to do it because it often means being put in compromising, vulnerable, or anxiety inducing positions that are uncomfortable. What the “there’s nothing new – that’s boring” crowd fail to realize is that real magick isn’t Harry Potter. Real growth and change often happens when one is thrown out of their comfort zone by digging deep into the self. Real growth and change is INDIVIDUAL and INTERNAL and not always visible to the outside world. Hence – occult.

So, the question is, are you bored because you have unrealistic ideas about how exciting and dazzling magick should be? Or are you lazy, unimaginative, or not really an actual practicing magician? It’s something to think about.

Perhaps it’s time to ask yourself a few questions: Why does magick interest you? What brought you to magick? What are your expectations of magick? What excites you about magick? Which part of being a magician appeals to you most?

The Year Ahead: Daemons for your Astrological Sign – 2025 Edition

Once again, it’s time for me to pull a Daemon for each sign to give you some insight into your 2025 year ahead. Remember to read your sun sign along with your moon sign. I’m a Cancer sun with a Capricorn moon – the earthy part of water according to the elemental makeup of my natal chart. Oftentimes, the Capricorn reading is more accurate for me. Only you can decide which one fits you better based on what’s going on in your life.

Remember that you can do this for yourself at any time. There are plenty of decks on the market for the Goetic spirits, and even a Dukante sigil deck. Any of them will pair well with my book Sigillum Diaboli, which gives meanings for the sigils.

♑ Capricorn (Goat): December 22–January 19 – Leraje – In 2025, you may be sought after to help others and defend those who cannot defend themselves. When this Daemon shows up, it’s time to reinforce your wards and protections and stand up for what you believe in. Your strong principles will go over well with those who might seek your protection or advice. You also have a clear shot at your goals in 2025, so take aim and start working your way toward your goals. You have many opportunities this year to prosper and accomplish what you set out to do.

♒ Aquarius (Water Bearer): January 20–February 18 – Malphas – In 2025 you may find yourself having to sacrifice something (time, activities, space) in order to have the stability and peace of mind you need this year. Carefully weigh which sacrifices you’re willing to make that will put you in a better position whether it be financially, socially, spiritually, or emotionally. Sacrifice doesn’t need to be hard. Sometimes it’s just a matter of reassessing what is most important to you. Basically, it’s time to focus and make sure you’re putting your energy where it will be most beneficial.

♓ Pisces (Fish): February 19–March 20: Asmoday – The time is now, Pisces! If you’ve been thinking of enacting a plan or changing anything in your life – do it in 2025. Grab your sword – make the decision and run with it. You have the strength and knowledge (and if you don’t you can always learn) to crush your goals and any obstacles that stand in your way because you have a great passion. Harness that passion and use it to accomplish what you want.

♈ Aries (Ram): March 21–April 19 – Buer – Aries, this is the year to get back to nature, take in some walking, or really focus on your mental and physical health. Join a gym or start a yoga practice. Maybe add more veggies and fruits to your diet. Plan a few weekend getaways with your favorite people or just get outside and go hang out in nature for a while, even if it is just going to the park a few blocks away for 20 minutes. You need some outdoor time. Time to reflect and reconnect to the natural world. It’s also a great year to consider starting or reinvigorating your meditation practice.

♉ Taurus (Bull): April 20–May 20: Vine – 2025 may feel like a performance, Taurus. All eyes will be on you, and you may feel like you’re being judged or appraised by everyone. While this can be disconcerting, it can also be just what you need to really show people what you’re made of. You have the capacity to be a great leader or show people your impressive skills. Alternatively, you could end up showing them that you’re not one to be messed with, or that you can’t be trusted. Choose which part of you others get to see carefully, because it will make a lasting impression. The upside of this is it will help remove people from your life who no longer belong and could set you on a surprising new path.

♊ Gemini (Twins): May 21–June 21- Dantalion – This year promises to be a busy one, Gemini. Not only will you be juggling work and learning with fun and leisure, but you may also find yourself very tuned into your spiritual side this year (more than usual). Take this time to take a few classes or pursue a new interest. You may even choose to grow your business or apply for a better position. Because it looks like even though you’ll be busy, it won’t be the “overwhelmed” type busy. Instead, you’ll handle it with grace and stability.

♋ Cancer (Crab): June 22–July 22 – Amon – Dear Cancer, last year was the pause you needed to get your mojo back, and in 2025 it will become clear why you needed that pause. New opportunities and possibilities will present themselves to you in 2025. Always resourceful, the crab listens to its intuition, and this year, your intuition will be strong. Follow it and you’ll be able to pick and choose which opportunities best suit your Great Work. Wisdom and insight are yours in 2025, but you also must act on it in order to open new paths into your future.

♌ Leo (Lion): July 23–August 22 –  Zepar – This year could bring a lot of stress and conflict with it. Potentially the breakup of a relationship, or a change in jobs. Dear, Leo, now might be the time to look inward to see if you are standing in your own way. Are you being closed minded? Are you starting fights or creating your own conflicts? Are you attempting to dominate others and force them to your will or way of thinking? Perhaps it’s time to stop fighting. Fighting is a choice. Sometimes it’s best to just let it go and pick and choose your battles wisely. Not every hill is worth dying on.

♍ Virgo (Virgin): August 23–September 22- Sitri – 2025 is a year of harmonious relationships, Virgo! The divine smiles down on you and your friendships and intimate relationships and sends you plenty of opportunity to create memories and really enjoy the time you spend with people you care about. You may not be working as hard as you have in years past, but that’s because you’ve made some good choices and you’re also in a better position this year to pick and choose your work-life balance. You may find decisions come easy to you in 2025 and that you feel more confident. Lean into that. Also, if you’re not already in a relationship, you might find that special someone this year. If you’re already in a relationship, it has the opportunity to grow stronger this year.

♎ Libra (Balance): September 23–October 23 – Furfur – Dear Libra, you may spend a lot of time in 2025 defending your ideas and averting problems. We all have years where things aren’t ideal, and sad to say, for many of you, this may not be your year. It may be subtle where you’re constantly having to go behind people to make sure things are getting done properly. If there are legal issues, you may have to spend time dealing with that. If your home has leaky pipes, you may have to deal with that. It doesn’t necessarily mean you’ll have to deal with big disasters, but rather you may find yourself having to deal with one annoying thing after another and this could wear you out. Make sure you’re eating healthy, getting some exercise, and most important – getting some sleep because constant annoyances can wear you down mentally and cause your immune system to slip. Don’t worry, this isn’t going to last forever, and in a way, it’s probably a good thing you’ll have to deal with all these annoying issues this year because hopefully you can get it all sorted so it won’t follow you into 2026.

♏ Scorpio (Scorpion): October 24–November 21 – Bael – Oh, Scorpio — use 2025 to let your imagination run wild and relax a little. This could be your year of pause to reflect on your past and what you’d like for your future. If you’ve been planning on taking a painting, writing, art, or music class – 2025 would be a great year to pursue that. Think of 2025 as a deep breath and the break you’ve been wanting. As a result, you may not see things happen quickly this year, and if you’re not retired, your job may even become a bit monotonous. Sure, you could change jobs, but it won’t make a difference. The change could simply result in more boredom. So, use 2025 as a year for reflection and planning (and creative exploration!), and be grateful for this down-time because chances are it might reveal something that could take your life in a new direction.

♐ Sagittarius (Archer): November 22–December 21 – Decarabia – 2025 could be a year of both abundance and soul-searching, Sagittarius. You may have what you need, but you may be asking yourself if this is what you really want. You may be seeking a change and not realizing it. It may be time to seek advice from the divine, asking them to give you direction that might lead you to something more fulfilling. When leaving offerings for the divine, also consider what you’re offering your SELF. You may not be realizing your full potential, or you could be too scared to try something new. There’s no time like the present, as they say. Also, it’s okay to get some solid advice from an outside source. For example, if you seek to take a higher position at work, it may be time to go to your boss and ask their advice. Or to get a mentor to help you take your career to the next level. Or ask your higher self what would truly bring you peace. It’s just that kind of year for you.

Finding the Lesson

Today I thought I would address a question I get often, and it has to do with bad shit and why it happens sometimes when we’re working with Daemons.

Answer: It could be one of several things. 

  • A. Life just happens and sometimes what happens is shit. 
  • B. You made a really shitty decision and this is the result/consequence. 
  • C. The Daemonic has been talking but you haven’t been listening and they’re trying to get your attention. 
  • D. Sometimes you need to go through some deep shit in order to change your life/thinking/habits in the way they need to be changed in order for you to grow and learn. 

One of those things is usually the reasons for a bad day, or bad shit happening. And again, bad things happen to everyone (myself included). There isn’t always a spiritual reason for it. Sometimes shit just happens and it sucks, and we do our best to deal with it and move on the best we can. 

Basically, you could be equating two separate things that are actually unrelated. 

Then again, when working with Daemons regularly, especially with regard to pathworking, I always assume they’re trying to teach me something when shit goes down. In that case my advice is to look for the lesson. 

Ask yourself some questions:

1. How could I handle (have handled) the situation better?

2. Is this situation something I could have controlled? How so?

3. Did a poor choice on my part cause this situation/thing to happen?

4. How did this situation or event make me feel? 

5. How can I change my inner feelings or control my actions next time I find myself in a similar situation or event?

6. Do others see the situation or event the same way I saw it? For example, does everyone think I’m blowing it out of proportion? If so, could there be truth to it? 

7. Am I reacting to my own fears or insecurities? Is my behavior a direct result of my big feelings? If yes, is emotional regulation hard for me? If yes, why?

8. What have I learned from this situation/event?  What will I take away as the lesson?

Lather, Rise, Repeat. 

That said, everyone should remember some key things about LIFE generally. Because everyone has experienced all of this at least once.The likelihood of any of this being because of curses and/or demons is on the very rare side.

1. Someone we love dies or a pet dies. Death is inevitable and just because it happens doesn’t have to mean anything spiritual.. None of us is guaranteed another day. Remember that and live each day as if it were your last. I don’t know about you, but I’ve lost a lot of people I love, as I imagine many who are reading this have, too. It’s not due to a curse or a demon. It’s LIFE.

2. You get a flat tire, your car breaks down, or your electronics go haywire or break. Mechanical things fail all the time for everyone. That’s life. Most things are programmed with obsolescence or they wear out. 

3. You get caught up in a natural disaster. Certain areas are more prone and likely to get hit with certain types of natural disaster. If you live in said area, your chances increase for being caught up in a storm or geological event. These types of situations are due to climate or geology and have science to explain them. 

4. You get sick. We all get sick. Some of us get mildly sick and then get better. Some of us get really sick and recover. Some get sick and die. Some are sick their entire lives. That has more to do with viruses, bacteria, genetics, exposure, immunity, and overall health and hygiene than anything else. We have science to explain why people get sick. We have medicine that sometimes can help cure or help the sick, and sometimes there’s nothing that can be done. See number 1. 

5. You experienced a conflict. So does everyone. You are a person living in a world with other people. Conflict is inevitable at some point. It’s a mathematical probability. This is also where we start leaning toward conflict being a vehicle by which Daemons impart messages. So while yes, it could be a message, it could also just be that you ran into someone having a shit day, and they took it out on you because they had no emotional regulation in that moment.

So don’t be so quick to rush to demons and curses as the cause for all the problems you face that aren’t internal or self-created. Sometimes, shit just happens. 

And when in doubt – ALWAYS look for the lesson. 

Author’s Note: It could also very well be you’re talking to/working with a self-created thought-form or you’ve attracted an “other” spirit that is pretending to be what you want it to be, and is feeding on your stress, anxiety, sadness, anger, negativity, by wreaking havoc. Though this is likely a rarer incident. If you think it could be a spirit or thoughtform pretending to be a Daemon – read this article HERE about learning discernment.

Shadow Work: A Brief Explanation

What is shadow work? A dark dive into the abyss and facing terrors unknown? Or is is merely taking a hard look into yourself and asking, “Why do I do that?”

It’s BOTH actually. Months ago, a comment about my 76 Week Goetia revealed that the person criticizing it didn’t understand what TRUE shadow work is. A lot of people erroneously think it means sitting in a dark candlelit room, frankincense smoke wafting to the ceiling in plumes, while the practitioner, dressed in robes of course, laments some long invocation to the dark gods.

Truly, you can work with any Divine Intelligence when it comes to shadow work, but it doesn’t need to be done in the dark, or by candlelight, or anything like that. It could be a simple plea to a spirit – or it can involve working with spirits in ways that they help you reveal the work that needs to be done, guide you through it, and then help you find the strength to do it.

Shadow work has a list of basic key elements to it:

  1. You identify that there is a problem.
  2. Once you have looked outward and blamed all external influences (whether responsible or not) and the problem still exists, you realize you have nowhere to go but inward. This is true whether you are the problem or not. Sometimes, if other people are the problem, you need to accept that you can’t change them. But you CAN change your interactions with those people and reframe the situation or your thinking to benefit your own sanity.
  3. You analyze yourself. Your thoughts. Your decisions. Your feelings. How you react. What you say. What you do and how all of this impacts your situation.
  4. You work on yourself – rewiring your brain to think differently and to change your perception. Or you make a concerted effort to change how you act and/or react. For example, if you have low self-esteem and you discover you constantly feed yourself negative self-talk like, “Well, that’s as good as this will look on this body” then to reframe this, you become hyper aware of the negative self talk, and when it happens – you can stop yourself and reframe that thought to be more positive.
  5. You face your biggest fears and challenges and find ways to reframe your thinking or find solutions to eliminate fear (or at least minimize it), and to overcome challenges by thinking outside the box or finding a new path to the same goal. Of course, sometimes the only way forward is through. I know each of these steps sounds simple written out, but we all know it’s not. Many of you will be going to hell and back emotionally – and that’s why we call it shadow work.
  6. You face your deep emotional traumas that have shaped you and come to terms with these events, accept that they happened, let go of guilt or shame or fear, and move forward from that point. You don’t deny it happened, but you find ways to become stronger and not let the trauma destroy you and your present and future.
  7. You find your weaknesses and lack of skills within yourself and try to improve them based on your goals and interests. Constant self-improvement gives you a sense of accomplishment and builds your confidence.
  8. When you finish working on one thing (or do all the work you can at that time), you move on to the next thing. It is a constant, never ending process.

This is what Shadow Work is. No, it’s not some glamorous adventure through some LARP fantasy-land replete with horned Daemons. Well, not for the bulk majority of us. It’s basically all about dealing with your own imperfection, fear, trauma, and nastiness (let’s face it, we all have the capacity to be complete assholes as well as violent animals) that impacts your external world in so many ways.

The Daemonic merely serve as guides to this Shadow Work — inner work, self-work, whatever you want to call it. A lot of times, the Daemonic will come up with shit you didn’t even know you needed to work on. My favorite example of this is I was working with Sorath to help me with my writing career. First, you shouldn’t do this unless you’re ready to face the fire. Second, Sorath will burn your ass just to see if you can take the heat. But then if you want some sort of “public figure” type existence – you need to be able to handle that heat. So, I was excited when Sorath started throwing awards and nominations, and accolades at me. But then – with those things – he also threw a good number of speaking engagements at me. Public speaking has been a fear of mine forever. I have frozen in front of live audiences before. I used to shake and my voice would quiver. But, if you want accolades and fame, you better know how to speak in front of crowds. Point taken (Sorath-1, Steph-0). This barrage of public speaking started in 2017 and didn’t end until 2019. Then COVID happened, and I didn’t public speak again until 2022. This time around, I started getting paid to speak. I hadn’t really discovered how far this journey had taken me until July of 2024 when I spoke at a writer’s conference in Northern Colorado.

My husband was in the audience because he took the two hour drive with me so I wouldn’t be bored. When we were back in the car, driving home, my husband said, “You’re a great public speaker.” He sounded surprised and in awe, because I’d always told him how terrible I was at it and how nervous it made me. If you know my husband, you know he doesn’t throw around praise lightly. Shocked, I thanked him for the compliment, and then he pointed out one tick phrase I tended to use that, if I tossed out, would improve my performance. (This is why I’m sad he has no interest in beta reading all of my books. 😂) The point is – I hadn’t realized just how much my public speaking had improved until someone I trusted told me. It helped me to reframe my thinking about public speaking and I can no longer say I suck as a public speaker. (Not to mention people pay me for it now – so clearly I stopped sucking awhile back, but it never really clicked until M said something.)

Somewhere in the ether – Sorath is cheering and I’m moving on to the next piece of shadow work, because it’s never ending.

I don’t care how old you are, how wise you are, or how experienced you are – the shadow work never ends. There is ALWAYS a personal skill to improve or a new challenge or fear to face. No one, and I mean NO ONE – will leave this world without unfinished shadow work. I just think that maybe you become more adept at navigating it the longer you do it.

Anyway – that’s what shadow work is and how you do it. It doesn’t seem so intimidating written out like that. But you can probably also see why some people avoid it. It can be messy, complicated, and emotionally – hard work.

If you do need some guided instruction and ideas on how to do the shadow work, I recommend 76 Week Goetia, or the forthcoming The Hierarchy Dukanté. Or, if you prefer, just join my Patreon at the $5+ a month (might be a little over $8 a month if you join using IOS after November 2024) and jump in for the last part of the Dukanté Hierarchy Immersion class and have access to a bunch of other workshops and classes, as well as forthcoming classes.

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Initiations

I promised you a second post this month and here it is.

I’ve written about initiations before. Initiation isn’t just some ceremony that brings you into a group or onto a certain path. Sometimes initiation is a trial by fire. The spirits flip your world upside down to see if you sink or swim, and if you’ve learned anything yet. Sometimes initiation is learning something new and having a revelation that changes your whole world view. Initiation is an interesting thing. It may not happen all at once, and some of the most profound initiations any magician will go through will be gone through alone, within ourselves and in our own minds. We all come to our initiations in our own way in our own time.

Initiation can be welcoming and bring a sense of belonging, or it can put you in a position where you need some time to digest it, or you have to act quickly or perish. It’s not always kind and gentle, nor does it always happen in candlelit rooms with heady incense wafting through the air. You do the work – you are initiated and reap the rewards (or burdens as the case may be) of that initiation.

One of my favorite examples of this is in the movie The Ninth Gate. Balkan may have had all the money to hire others to do the work for him, but it was Corso who was ultimately initiated and allowed to reap the fruits of his labor because he did all the work. You may think you can reap what others have sown, but it’s usually a hollow victory and will only bring frustration and confusion as to why you didn’t reap the same rewards as someone who actually took the journey and did the legwork.

Balkan didn’t understand why the ritual didn’t work for him, and why he ultimately ended being consumed by the flames of his obsession for which he wasn’t willing to get his hands dirty. Corso, on the other hand, after having done all the work – unknowingly even – was the one who had the revelation and benefitted in the end.

So, why am I again writing about initiation? Because in working on Alchemy of Goetia – I went through a profound initiation. I knew what I was going to find (I knew it back in 2010), but I didn’t realize just how relavetory and changing what I found would be, or how my perception would be forever different. It’s one thing to have a suspicion or a hypothesis, but quite another to actually jump into the trenches and do the work, making the fruits of that labor so much sweeter – even if those rewards come with shock and a loss of carefully cultivated illusion (or delusion).

Yes, there is a psychological element to Goetia, but instead of the spirits being parts of the psyche, I think we’re actually looking more at the processes of the psyche for doing the inner work. I still believe that not everyone has to kick their own ass to get that process started. I also hold to my position that the names of God, which are far older than Christianity, and the ritual setup, were used to protect the spiritual alchemists from harming themselves while doing the shadow-work (i.e. self-work), and all the commanding was likely to give the magician courage before embarking on each process of the great work. It also had the side effect of burying the true nature of the manuscript under the guise of the popular religion at the time to avoid attracting the ire of the church. It was also clear that yes, the Ars Goetia does likely have Arabic alchemy origins. This is probably not a myth since there was a rich Arabic alchemical tradition the predates the Western alchemical tradition.

In the Ars Goetia there is an inherent and profound respect for the processes within the text – because in laboratory alchemy – some of these processes and the materials used were dangerous and the alchemist who didn’t heed the warnings could end up dead. Many of the warning statements I found mostly stated: yes – be courageous and embark on the great work, but also – respect the power of the alchemical processes, or if you’re doing alchemy in the real world, respect the raw matter and chemicals you’re working with, or you can end up harming yourself and possibly others spiritually (or physically if you were actually doing laboratory alchemy). Which is why I still believe in respecting the divine intelligences (Daemons) we work with – even if it’s the Daemonic within. The inclusion of commanding and controlling the spirits of the Ars Goetia is more about self-control and exercising personal safety than it is about controlling the process itself. The process simply is what it is. A chemical reaction is what it is. The Daemonic is what it is. It’s how we react to the process and its inevitable reactions, and what we learn from it that matters.

So, in a lot of ways, the actual alchemy of the Ars Goetia has reinforced my views and my personal practice. In other ways – I am forever changed by this journey I’ve embarked on. I’ve been initiated into something that, for me, was rather profound. I admitted to a friend after the book went into editing that I had never really “connected” with the seals of the Ars Goetia or Solomonic magick generally. The actual spirits associated with the processes – sure. They are their own thing. But the seals just never resonated. Now I know why. Because you have to understand the language in the emblems and spirit descriptions of the Ars Goetia (and all Solomonic magick for that matter) in order to really understand what you’re looking at. Once you’re initiated – once you see it you can’t unsee it, and the Ars Goetia (and all of the Lemegeton actually) loses its grand mystery of “Christian” magick, and becomes more practical, more gnostic, and in some instances, delightfully clever. I have a new respect for the early alchemists now, and their sense of humor (because it’s not humorless at all) and a new respect for Solomonic magick overall.

While this particular initiation was a bit of a shock to my system at first (my poor friends Ken, Amanda, and Shae were probably bewildered by all my “Holy shit – you’re not going to believe this!” messages), I am glad I saw the patterns (one of the strange benefits of my neurodivergence) and decided to finally take the time it took to explore what was only a hunch I’d had for more than a decade.

You can get copies of Alchemy of Goetia from the following links. I hope you enjoy journeying with me down this rabbit hole, and I wish you your own life-changing initiations and new perspectives no matter what they are.

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Programs & Egregores?

Sorry for the late post. I didn’t post last month because I had so much going on and I was working hard and heavy on Alchemy of Goetia to get it into editing, and Shae didn’t post last month because she’s been in the clutches of moving house, which is never fun. She may not be posting this month for the same reason. Perhaps I’ll make up for that by giving you two posts this month.

I’m still on a sigil magick kick because of Alchemy of Goetia. Over this past weekend I was talking to someone who practices an entirely different magickal paradigm and she said something that really made me stop and think – wow, she’s right.

She said that some symbols or glyphs are almost like magickal programs that execute when we utilize the symbol in our magick. I couldn’t help but think that that’s so true for the seals in the Ars Goetia. They really are like actual programs that activate the spiritual processes described within them.

Which makes me feel like, in actuality, the program activates an egregore created by centuries of magicians who have placed their own anthropomorphic expectations on the egregore. Because at this point – I’m pretty sure the use of pagan god-names (or variants) or made up names has more to do with gematria and alchemy than it does the divine intelligences. Then again – as within, so without. As above, so below.

That said – I suppose we can’t deny that these spirits, these egregores, become our personalized thought forms (this even happens with god-forms) and are therefore very valid in the context of our personal gnosis, too. Because the original Goetic spirits weren’t actually spirits, but rather names associated with recipes, ideas, concepts for both spiritual and sometimes even laboratory alchemy and the original authors of the grimoires were alchemists, psychologists, and philosophers, and magick was both the shadow work (psychology) involved in the betterment of the self, and the precursor to the sciences of metallurgy and chemistry.

But, over the centuries, for a lot of people the alchemy was lost and the Ars Goetia became this mystical, mythical, and magickal text in its own right. All because we need to label and classify things – and we’ve separated the branches of Western Magick which were never meant to separated. They’re all interconnected and if you don’t understand one part, you won’t understand the other. I’ve been saying this for years.

These are just some thoughts I’ve had this fine April 2nd. If any of this intrigues you, paperbacks, hardcovers, and ebooks of Alchemy of Goetia will be available toward the end of the month.

Things You Can Do with Sigils

I often get the question, “What can I do with a sigil?” So, I thought I would write up a list of all the things you can do with sigils, and I invite you all to add to the list in the comments!

So first, let me point out that you need to first imbue to sigil with the proper intent before you do anything with it. If it’s protective, make sure you’re thinking of protection while you’re drawing/creating the sigil. If it’s a mild curse you’re putting in your ex-in-law’s house, do that beforehand.

Now onto the list of the many things you can do with sigils. Let’s inspire one another.

  • Carve them into wood, stone, metal, or clay.
  • Print them or draw them. Feel free to laminate them.
  • Put them above doorways and windows for protection or good luck.
  • Use them as a focal point for meditation or ritual.
  • Wear or carry them for guidance, luck, protection, strength, influence etc… Some common methods: Wear as a necklace or charm. Keep in your wallet, purse, briefcase, bag. Keep in your left shoe, or wear against your left breast. Carry in your jacket or stitched into your clothing. Some people in the modern era may even wear clothing or carry everyday items with the sigils printed on them. Or they’ll create stickers or clings to place the sigils on various items from computers to rolling luggage.
  • Include them in artwork and crafted items.
  • Place them behind mirrors to turn the mirror magickal and use it for scrying or to boost the confidence of whoever looks into the mirror.
  • Keep them in the car for protection.
  • Keep a bowl of clay or metal cast sigils in the house and pull one whenever you need advice or insight. See Sigillum Diaboli as a guide for divining with Daemonic sigils. https://www.amazon.com/Sigillum-Diaboli-S-Connolly/dp/1481196170/
  • Put them beneath your pillow, mattress, or bed to induce psychic dreams.
  • Paint the sigils on gifts or household items to turn them into something magickal for yourself or others.
  • Draw them on petitions to the Divine.
  • Use them as offerings to the Divine.
  • Put them on ritual tools to dedicate the tool to a specific divine intelligence.
  • Tattoo the sigil of your matron or patron on yourself to mark yourself as a dedicant. (Don’t do this unless you’re 100% certain you wish to be a dedicant to that spirit.)
  • Place sigils in strategic places to give you an edge, curse your enemies, or to uncover secrets (i.e. under your boss’s desk with a little tape, in your friend’s house under the dining room table, inside and under a cabinet in your mother-in-law’s house.)
  • Draw it on an envelope for correspondence to get a favorable reply.
  • Visualize it, or draw it in the air with your finger over an email to get a favorable response.
  • Trace it in the air over items and people as a blessing of that spirit.
  • Create your own personalized sets of sigils using automatic writing/divination and ascension sessions. It’s quite common for Daemons to give magicians very personalized sigils that connect the magician to the spirit.
  • Create sigils (using your own or established symbol sets) that hide important information, recipes, or even whole rituals within them. Basically, turn them into ciphers that only the initiated can decode. ( See Alchemy of Goetia – releasing March 2024 ) to see this in action.
  • Give sigils themselves as gifts to other magicians for healing, prosperity, or just general ritual use etc…

What ideas do you have?

An Unedited Sneek Peek into The Alchemy of Goetia – Coming March 2024

The following is an unedited excerpt from Alchemy of Goetia by S. Connolly (DB Publishing), coming in 2024. It will give you an idea of the kind of information you’re in for when you buy this book. It also includes alchemical symbolism in animals and colors,and discusses how Alchemy and Goetia go hand-in-hand. You can pre-order the ebook on Amazon, and you can expect both paperbacks and hardcovers to be available around the same time. – Frank

Bael

King

Color: Yellow.

Incense: Frankincense.

Metal: Gold.

Planet: Sun

Element: Fire

The first principal spirit is a king ruling in the East, called Bael. He makes men go invisible, he rules over 66 Legions of Inferior spirits, he appears in diverse shapes, sometimes like a Cat, sometimes like a Toad, sometimes like a man, and sometimes in all these forms at once. He speaks in a hoarse voice.

The Alchemical Breakdown:   While the seal seems very insect or frog-like (transformation), notice the mention of cats (transformation of hidden knowledge). Within the sigil itself we see the alchemical symbol for day, nitrum soda, gold pigment, and potentially alum, digestion, and acetum. In alchemy, the process of digestion involves applying a heat source to the material over the period of several weeks. It is one of the 12 core processes of alchemical work. It’s interesting that the symbol for digestion is contained within the seal, and invisibility is mentioned in the description for Bael. Bael appears to be an active force and can help the magician transform physical energy into creative energy with the end goal being manifestation. When we heat something slowly, especially something solid immersed in liquid, it releases the essence of the physical matter into the liquid around it. In spiritual alchemy, you might even consider this a process of emotional release. Bael is a reminder that transformation begins within the wellspring of our deepest emotions and that what we digest makes manifest our situation in the external world. If, for example, we consume nothing but negative media, we begin to feel negative and that manifests in our everyday life until life becomes negative.  If we feel invisible to others and begin to see ourselves as invisible, we become invisible.

Brew up the Year of Your Dreams

The last few months, many of us have been focused on saying goodbye to a year that, for many; was a trial by fire. We talk about people, situations, and character flaws that we want to release ourselves from and then we make our New Year’s Resolutions and think everything will just work out. There is nothing inherently wrong with this, but what if there was something that we could do to help bring all those things that we want into our lives, that also didn’t take precious hours from our limited time to nurture it to make it all happen? Well, there is. Simmer Pots!

Literally, you can put it on the back burner for a few hours each day and let it do its thing. You may end up wanting to freshen up the mixture, but that shouldn’t take too long at all. And the great thing is that there are SO MANY different ingredients, that no matter what you want to manifest, there is something you can add to your chosen base to make it happen. So, let’s look at some common bases and then some ideas for what else to add to personalize your magickal New Year Brew!

IT’S ALL ABOUT THAT BASE

Some people prefer a traditional apple cider base. Apples signify knowledge, immortality, love, fertility, protection, and prosperity. They are also symbols of the Otherworld.

Another option is black tea. Black tea symbolizes strength, courage, wealth, banishment, stability, and willpower.

For green tea enthusiasts, you can use that too! Green tea’s energy is aligned with healing, love, longevity, and cleansing.

White tea is perfect for new beginnings, blessings, wisdom, protection, clarity, and purification.

Or perhaps you want to start with a clear slate and prefer rain or filtered water. This choice brings with it growth, rebirth, energy, warding, banishing, protection, and building personal power over time.

ADD A LITTLE BIT OF THIS, AND A LITTLE BIT OF THAT

Now comes the time to fine tune your intentions, by adding what will simmer in your base. You could have as few as two or 3 different additions, or go crazy and add as many as your little pot can handle. Just remember that some substances can over power others easily, or if you have pets, you will want to make sure that what you are simmering won’t hurt them in any way.

Pepermint – clarity, awareness, focus, productivity, social energy, and confidence.

Ginger – success, power, prosperity, adventure, sensuality, and relationship success.

Lemons – remove energy blockages, insight, cleansing.

Lemongrass – psychic abilities, clarity, insight, and courage.

Bergamont – protection from evil and magickal attacks.

Oranges – fertility, success, happiness, friendships, prosperity, and love.

Cinnamon sticks – spiritual and personal power, finances and wealth, love, luck, victory, and protection.

Cranberries – abundance, energy, healing, communication, courage, swift action, and rejuvenation.

Dill – adaptability, lust, luck, money, abundance, banishing.

Star Anise – divination, love, passion, protection, power amplifier, psychic ability, money.

Oregano – travel, creativity, love, and clear sight.

Cloves – good luck, love, attracting wealth.

Bay Leaf – success, wish fulfilment, strength, psychic ability.

Basil – love, luck, and abundance.

Thyme – wisdom, healing, love, purification, and courage.

Cardamom – love, lust, charm, and mental clarity.

This is really just a jumping point. Get creative and cook up a year that will bring you everything you want and deserve.